Ghost Viewing Sacred Ranch, north of Santa Cruz California 2010
I ask Spirit To aid me in appreciating That I am embodied now on our planet Most of the time I’m not invested in all that others Believe to be so important It simply doesn’t feel important To me
I can throw myself into projects I can throw myself into anything But deep within I know that I’m here to do something Deeper Yet the only way to get to that depth Is by doing all that comes into my path Fitting me in the moment
Yet although in looking back I know that all has been perfect I still struggle with really being here Simply being here I taste other places of being I taste other ways of being And really I want to bring those ways and places Here
Yet how to really deeply appreciate? How to deeply express gratitude? How to deeply know the sacredness of each moment And live from that place Of endless appreciation and gratitude and divinity?
I moon out of the sacred sweat lodge ceremony Thus already feel distanced from the group A fallen over log calls me over I climb up and balance on her edge Looking out over the pacific ocean Looking over raw grasses with tall heads dancing Looking out over people
I fall into a space Where I feel none of the emotional drama Of all the humans Walking about around me All I see is the beauty and perfection Of the scene I see beautiful humans Walking and interacting on beautiful property Sun is setting over the ocean Planes do flips overhead All is perfect
None of them appear to see me None of them appear to notice me I’m so used to being seen I’m so used to being a part Apart And A part
I taste up on the log What it is to see Yet not be a part of it I taste what it is To be in spirit form
I’m not ready yet to be in spirit form I still want the warmth of arms around me One of the beautiful star sisters walks by Sees me And I leave spirit world And become A part.
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